Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 17, 2008
I have been watching old episodes of Biggest Loser and I heard one of the trainers tell a contestant not to consume more than 1200 mg of sodium a day. WHAT?? Are you kidding me???
I would have to only consume 1/5 of what I was. That is going to be hard. I told myself I would try over the next few days to eat less sodium. So I was looking in my cabinets and pantry and tried to find low sodium foods and well…….it was hard. I thought I could eat (just for a couple days) more oatmeal and some cottage cheese and then dinner will have the most sodium.
Cottage cheese, I was disappointed to read that it contains 400 mg of sodium per serving (1/2 cup). That is not good. At least for what I am trying to accomplish over the next couple days. No cottage cheese for me. Chicken and tuna even has a good deal of sodium. How ever am I going to only consume 1200 mg? Unless my fridge is packed with fruits and veggies and financially that is just not possible. Fruits and veggies down here is really expensive.
I need to see if my weight dilemma right now is water related. If it is not then it is either muscle gain or that I am destine to be overweight.
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 17, 2008
Well yesterday close to nap time I decided to run to A.C Moore to pick some stuff up and on our way home he fell asleep. He woke up when I carried him inside but I changed his diaper and put him to bed. Not a peep. No crying, no fussing…..no nothing. WHAT? I thought it was just because it was a little past nap time and he was already half asleep from napping in the car. However to my continued shock at bedtime the same thing happened. I put him to sleep at 9:30pm, he was up playing and laughing just before and I laid him down and not a sound. He fell right to sleep.
Now I am thinking maybe he just had a rough day, just really tired.
Today is a new day, nap time came and AGAIN…..NOT A PEEP! He has also stopped screaming and throwing tantrums throughout the day. I have experienced a number of days over the last couple weeks that he would just scream all day. Not an “I’m in pain” scream….more of a “I want it my way and I want it NOW” sort of scream.
He seems to have overcome that. We still have an occasional melt down but nothing like before. I was so unhappy on those days that he was the most cranky!!!!
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 17, 2008
I was already feeling out of the spirit, missing my family greatly and now I won’t even have him home to spend time as a family on the holiday. I really hate his job, I hate that he is never home. He got home last night at 11:30pm and then was back to work this morning at 10:30am. He slept until 10am and then got ready for work. He got to spend 15 min with Bubby.
I am just so bummed. I tried to remain positive the first couple months he went back to work there because I knew this is what we needed to do for our children. I am appreciative that he does work so much so I can stay home with the kids but it is just getting out of hand how he is never home. He only gets one day off a week and even those days are spent part of the day at work. On Tuesday it was his day off. Bel had a doctors appointment and the doctor is right down the street from the restaurant. So while I was at the doctor he was at work. Even after I went back to get him after the appointment, it was still another 45min to an hour before he could leave.
I am thankful for my kids and happy I will get to spend the time with them on the holiday I just wish Tony could be there too. Really, I had to hold back the tears when he reminded me it was a Wednesday and he wouldn’t be home for dinner. I just really feel unhappy right now. I am depressed about our financial situation, unhappy about being at a plateau on my weight loss, unhappy about not seeing my family this year for the holiday and unhappy we won’t be seeing Tony much Christmas Eve or Christmas Day.
I just want the holiday to be over with. I don’t want to hear about Christmas or families or presents or good food. BAH HUMBUG!!!!! I don’t even have a tree up and barely any decorations (just some stockings).
I really do hope everyone has a great Christmas though. This is usually my favorite time of year. I didn’t want to bum anyone out I just needed to vent in the hopes of keeping myself from breaking down.
Merry Christmas to all!!!
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 14, 2008
First, my first born…….Nicki aka Boo aka Boo Boo (11yrs old)
Next, my boy, my little man……Lil Tony
aka Bubby aka Stud aka Boy (17 months)Last but certainly not least….sweet Isabel
aka Bel aka Pretty Pretty Princess (5 months)
I have some more proud mommy pics:
Daddy and Bubby
I didn’t want to post pics of me until I lost all my weight but I love this pic, me and my kids
This was when we lived in Vegas so it’s 2 yrs old but I love it

Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 14, 2008
I hope everyone has a wonderful and safe holiday. Enjoying the time with your family!!
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 14, 2008
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 14, 2008
The sad thing is she is a chocolate lab and I haven’t done research but I have known several lab owners whose dogs have died at an early age from health conditions. I believe it was cancer for both dogs. I have great concerns that I will lose my dog to cancer within the next 5 years and it breaks my heart. It breaks my heart that my son will lose his best friend. Right now I don’t really do anything extra for her health. Maybe I should get her on some pet supplements. She is 5 yrs old and I am afraid things are just going to go down hill and I want my dog to live forever.
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 13, 2008
I am still going to eat healthy and exercise but not going to be so anal about all of it. I will say though that sometimes I have a lack of energy too. I want to nap and sit on the couch and I have a hard time getting the motivation to workout. I think most of it is my lack of sleep at night. However, maybe I need to try some Fenterdren. It is a weight loss supplement to help me get through my plateau I seem to hit more than I would like. It is also going to give me the energy to make it through my day.
I just don’t know what else to do. I have changed what I eat, how I eat, when I eat…how I exercise, when I exercise and how much I exercise and for every 10 pounds I lose I seem hit a plateau for a week or two.
I think I can, I think I can!!!! LOL! I will lose the weight, I am done being fat and out of shape!!!
Posted by: happymommyof3 on: December 13, 2008
Tony was falling asleep on the couch and there wasn’t a whole lot going on, on the world wide web, so I decided we just needed to go to bed. Holy Moly it was only 12:30am.
Now I still had to get up at 6:30am to feed Bel but I got about 6 hours of sleep. That’s usually the most I get all night and I still was able to get more after I put Bel back to sleep. I feel pretty darn good this morning. Maybe I will actually do some laundry or dishes or clean my bathroom. It has been so long since I seriously tackled those chores.
However right now, I am off to Sam’s Club. My fridge is bare and that is no joke. I have some juice, condiments and milk in my fridge.